Me, my life, my viewpoint…

I’m really not your average girl. I’m pretty random, pretty spontaneous. I’m fascinated with the universe, the planets, spiritualism, meditation, the law of attraction. I will always remember that one massive book in my nans ‘library’ room that was all about planets. I’d lose myself in it for hours! It’s mind-blowing how we are just one planet in a massive universe – but I’ll probably end up writing a separate blog post about this matter because I could go on and on.

 I love makeup but I love football more. I look like a girly girl but I’m a tomboy at heart. From a young age I’ve been brought up around football. Credit to my dad for that one who even took me to my first football match aged 8 months old at my home team, Portsmouth’s Fratton Park. I was surrounded by it constantly and just grew to love it and the way football is played. I’ve spent many of my days at Fratton park or stood on the side of a football pitch watching my little brother and dads football team play.

 Id consider myself creative – sometimes my overactive mind drives me crazy with little ideas. I have to write now to get a lot of it out. I’ll happily sit there for hours colouring fine detail pictures or just sketching. It’s really therapeutic if I’m honest.

Sometimes I just want to become a hippy and not be apart of the outside world or be tied in with the government. Not saying I’m one for politics and I don’t really know enough about it to have much of a say on it but when I put things into perspective with the government and a lot of their rules, laws and “systems” it does really piss me off! I just want everyone to be chilled and loving lol but it’s an unrealistic want when I struggle to even get a smile back from the general public when I’m out. I know it’s easier said than done, especially when people are dealing with shit in their lives, but I think if everyone was a little more upbeat and open and commutated with each other, the world would be a much better place. 

I love music. All different kinds of music really, dependant on my mood.. like most people really. My favourite has to be reggae, techno, dnb & hip-hop. I grew up dancing to techno and hip hop music as I competed in freestyle disco and street dance. I think that’s one reason I love a rave so much. And as for reggae, I listened to that whilst in the womb. Bob Marley, like many, is my all-time favourite.  I could sit and watch videos about him all day, especially interviews – I love his voice.

So why a blog? It’s something I’ve always wanted to do really. I’ve made a few blogs in the past but never stuck to them because I didn’t know what people would think. Now I just think, why not? I like writing, editing, designing, taking photos and videos, I love to express myself – it really helps your mind if you’re able to express your mind some way or another. I don’t really care what people think anymore, this blog is for me. Don’t get me wrong, I’d love people to have a read and share their viewpoints on things too, (I’ve always said I’d love to go on loose woman and sit and chat and debate) but the main point if this is for me to look back on, document my life and see how I’ve grown as a person. In 2014 I made countless videos involving everything I had done in that month and to this day I love looking back on all the memories I made. 2016 was the worst year of my life. Maybe I’ll speak about why in the future, but starting a fresh blog in 2017 will help me to appreciate the good, put things into perspective, find myself and maybe even help other people too.

Much love, xoxoxo